Happy Mother’s Day. . .
A couple thoughts for current mothers and mom’s to be out there. I couldn’t be more excited to celebrate my first Mother’s Day this year… thanks for making me a Mom, Libby! A special thanks to my Mom for making me the Mom I am. While I am not sure I can ever fill your shoes, you taught me everything I know and I am grateful . . . Libby is especially grateful, too!
There is a great, great, great article at NYT. Like the Mom in the article says, ” …I am amazed this little girl is mine.” (Thanks for the link, Erin.)
Before I was a Mom. . .
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn’t worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom – I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn’t want to put them down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn’t stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom – I didn’t know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn’t know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn’t know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom – I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn’t know I was capable of feeling so much, before I was a Mom.